Wrong Math, Ignoring Physics, Dreamer Pigs, and Germ Fairies.

Soooooo, the girl's math was wrong (see previous freaked out post). Totally didn't have to worry about Microbiology- even if I got a 57% on the final......which I kinda did. Oh well. I blame it on choosing work over school, because money. Also because I lost all motivation right after midterms. Also because I'm tired.

Another thing that has happened is that I read a book. A fiction even. It was marvelous. I read it in a day in a half. That was also marvelous. Then, I got really really sad and frustrated that I had to go back into reality, even fun reality like celebrating with friends. It just wasn't as good as living in the book in my head, probably because my real friends can't break the laws of physics. Sometimes I think the reason I have an innate aversion to physics is because I think that if I ignore it, then I still have the potential to circumvent it.

~~~"One day we will fly- we just know it" said a group of dreamer pigs. And that started everything. Before that, everyone did not hope for the impossible, they knew the world was full of reasons and explanations and just plain common sense. But once the pigs said that, they introduced the concept of pure, potent, and unique mystery to the aforementioned ordered world. Now, people who have unusual amounts patience believe that if they just wait long enough those dreamer pigs eventually will fly and that they too will be able to see and do unexplainable magic. I was definitely not one of them.~~~



Sorry, I got carried away! I like fantasy soooo much, sometimes I just start thinking/talking in stories and metaphors. This is funny in a way, being in stark contrast with my need for honesty and how my interest in science (except physics) is an avenue for that. Yet, I hate spoilers and like mysteries to remain in the world, untouched and beautiful. Sometimes, I wish I could unlearn things so I could enjoy the world with fresh naivety. Somehow, its more elegant to believe in fairies than in germs.